Hunting

I'm job hunting. It is such a tedious and time consuming activity. But, it does have a pay off.

With what I have been through this past year my head is in an odd place for this activity and I'm having to adjust my thinking.

Thinking ahead and planning is good. It's a good skill to have. And I excel in this area. Too well actually. So I'll look at a job and my doctor schedule and this and that and then decide oh there's no way that will work out. And then I stop. And realize that I don't make the hiring decision. That's not my role in this. So I then do what is my role and apply.

I will leave the decision making processes up to someone else. Even if it kills me!